{"id":4788,"date":"2023-09-27T00:53:10","date_gmt":"2023-09-27T00:53:10","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/f8explorer.com\/?p=4788"},"modified":"2024-01-22T01:36:46","modified_gmt":"2024-01-22T01:36:46","slug":"walking-lifes-wheel-finding-purpose-again","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/f8explorer.com\/index.php\/2023\/09\/27\/walking-lifes-wheel-finding-purpose-again\/","title":{"rendered":"Walking life&#8217;s wheel, finding purpose again"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">This photo might not seem like much, but for me it represents something deep and meaningful.<\/p>\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image is-resized\">\n<figure class=\"alignright size-large\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"682\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/f8explorer.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/01\/2023-0913-Ferry-Wheel-HAWK-MT-1219708awa-682x1024.jpg?resize=682%2C1024&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-4877\" style=\"width:428px;height:auto\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/f8explorer.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/01\/2023-0913-Ferry-Wheel-HAWK-MT-1219708awa.jpg?resize=682%2C1024&amp;ssl=1 682w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/f8explorer.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/01\/2023-0913-Ferry-Wheel-HAWK-MT-1219708awa.jpg?resize=200%2C300&amp;ssl=1 200w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/f8explorer.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/01\/2023-0913-Ferry-Wheel-HAWK-MT-1219708awa.jpg?resize=768%2C1153&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/f8explorer.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/01\/2023-0913-Ferry-Wheel-HAWK-MT-1219708awa.jpg?resize=1023%2C1536&amp;ssl=1 1023w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/f8explorer.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/01\/2023-0913-Ferry-Wheel-HAWK-MT-1219708awa.jpg?resize=47%2C70&amp;ssl=1 47w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/f8explorer.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/01\/2023-0913-Ferry-Wheel-HAWK-MT-1219708awa.jpg?w=1066&amp;ssl=1 1066w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 682px) 100vw, 682px\" \/><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">About the photo &#8230; It comes from me simply playing around a bit and experimenting.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Originally, I was testing settings on my camera and pointed it towards the talesman and clicked.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">It was an image meant to be deleted, yet it survived long enough to be ingested onto the PC where it was later used as a throwaway image that I was using to test new settings and presets in an imaging program I set myself to finally learning.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Turns out that I loved the results when it was all done and so saved the photo.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">It reminds me of high iso prints that would come out of some of what I use to out from the old school darkroom setup back in film days.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">If I&#8217;m going to be honest, I almost walked away from photography after being a photojournalist for 30 years and a chief photographer at the local daily paper for around 20 of those.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I&#8217;ve won so many awards from the Virginia Press Association that I&#8217;ve lost count and even pulled out two &#8220;Best in Show&#8221; awards.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Yet I was ready to set my camera down and walk away from photography for good.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Of course, the awards were NEVER why I did what I did. Nice, but nothing more than something to go on a resume or on the wall.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">It was passion that fueled me in the beginning and that pushed me to learn, grow and become the best self as a photographer to a point that I was constantly learning, constantly growing and constantly pushing the edge.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I even remember the couple years that I felt broken because I&#8217;d been laid off from the paper and couldn&#8217;t afford to outfit myself with proper gear.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Just knew my career with photos was over the jobs were few in number and with my daughter here in the Shenandoah Valley, I didn&#8217;t want to leave. So &#8230;. Career over.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Then the joy when a door opened at another paper in the area that allowed me to get my foot back in the door.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And ultimately ended up back where I started as the photo chief.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Years passed, and although I stayed on top of my game &#8230; something became missing. <br><br>Still cannot imagine myself without a camera yet &#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Fact is towards the latter years, I never took photos for myself &#8230; only for work as to hold a camera felt like &#8230; well &#8230; work.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The joy was not so much gone but wrapped up in my job as a photojournalist at that publication.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">When I finally left there (downsizing made me the last photographer they&#8217;d have before I finally was gone too), I was lost.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Found a way to get a camera and to still work, but there was something &#8230; missing.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And yes &#8230; I still did photography and journalism gigs, but I still remained lost &#8230; and was only taking photos for &#8230; work.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The fun for me has always been in the stories. The stories captured and shared.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">So, what was missing? &#8230; I was still working, still taking photos after all.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Reached a point I seriously almost let go of my camera and all of it as I didn&#8217;t want to be someone just going through the motions.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Also have to admit I missed my co-workers as well and that factored in.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Then, I realized I needed to re-learn to take these photos and share these stories for me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Not for a publication, but for me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">So, it began with me making a choice to pick up my camera one very, very raining day and head out towards Scottsville.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I knew where to find the batteaux that were floating the James River during the James River Batteaux Festival this past June.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">They would be passing Hatton Ferry just upriver from Scottsville.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Love those boats as for a number of years, I served as rear sweep on two of them.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The rain poured down in buckets as I found my perch on the end of the old style ferry and waited &#8230; one hour, two &#8230; until the boats were sighted.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"655\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/f8explorer.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/01\/2023-0621-Batteaux-at-Hattons-Ferry-MT-1158376a-1024x655.jpg?resize=1024%2C655&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-4878\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/f8explorer.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/01\/2023-0621-Batteaux-at-Hattons-Ferry-MT-1158376a.jpg?resize=1024%2C655&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/f8explorer.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/01\/2023-0621-Batteaux-at-Hattons-Ferry-MT-1158376a.jpg?resize=300%2C192&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/f8explorer.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/01\/2023-0621-Batteaux-at-Hattons-Ferry-MT-1158376a.jpg?resize=768%2C492&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/f8explorer.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/01\/2023-0621-Batteaux-at-Hattons-Ferry-MT-1158376a.jpg?resize=1536%2C983&amp;ssl=1 1536w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/f8explorer.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/01\/2023-0621-Batteaux-at-Hattons-Ferry-MT-1158376a.jpg?resize=70%2C45&amp;ssl=1 70w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/f8explorer.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/01\/2023-0621-Batteaux-at-Hattons-Ferry-MT-1158376a.jpg?w=1600&amp;ssl=1 1600w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1000px) 100vw, 1000px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I &#8230;. FELT &#8230; ALIVE!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And I recently finished working up those photos as sadly it took a long time to do so as I was still feeling low on my art.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Although each passing day had me feeling just a bit better until I&#8217;ve reached where I am now &#8230; Which is ready to move forward once more.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Photographing for myself.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">It&#8217;s why I&#8217;m looking to switch my brand from &#8220;Mike Tripp Media&#8221; to &#8220;F8explorer&#8221; as that&#8217;s what I do &#8230; explorer and capture stories with a camera.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I&#8217;m still freelance &#8230; sports photography for various colleges as well as stories for publications, both online, print and otherwise.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Yet, my priority now is to have fun and not worry about being perfection in all of it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">So often, photographers will only show you what they feel to be among their best work.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">It&#8217;s a trap we fall into as our photos are there for folks to see and those photos lead people towards decisions on if they wish to hire us or not.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">So you post only what you feel will help best market your product which is your skill as a photographer.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">That picture at the top of this page that you&#8217;ve seen? &#8230; It&#8217;s not my best work by any means, and if you look at my Instagram page, you&#8217;ll not that many photos are simply iPhone photos I&#8217;ve captured while out and about.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Mixed with those, are the meat and potato shots of the job &#8230;. but those others are of my simply journey of exploring life on this ball we call Earth.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">That photo at the top is also a spark for me as it helped me name a project I&#8217;ve been looking to do for some time now and even mentioned here and there.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Believing&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">What is &#8220;Believing&#8221; going to be?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">THAT I will be sharing soon as I&#8217;ve already started writing it out as to what it represents in my mind&#8217;s eye, my heart and my soul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And just what stories these photos and moments will tell and share.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>This photo might not seem like much, but for me it represents something deep and meaningful. 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